Monday, 30 May 2011

Roses are red....

For the first time I feel like an adult

For the first time In my life I feel the burdens of being an adult...I was entrusted with some pretty devastating news and I had to swear, that for now I cannot tell anyone, I see how blissfully unaware people are and it makes me sad, people just think I'm being moody but Its hard. Usually I am good at pretending things are not happening, I can block it out to worry about it when it is time to worry about it, but this time its different, I spent the night in silent tears and today I feel like a walking ghost, Like nothing I do is really real. I hope tomorrow, the news will be good, but if not, at least I wont have to deal with it alone.

This experience has really made me appreciate my mother and how much she has had to bare on those shoulders of hers alone.

Wednesday, 11 May 2011

Sorry its been so long.

A lot has happened I guess..or maybe not..Im back in uni, taken an exam that was terrible, Im at touch and go with "him" and am not really sure at the moment. On the upside, summer soon and beside being not to bad! :)

Thursday, 21 April 2011

The Beach

You have to love the rare sunny days in Wales where you can get in the car with your friends, drive said miles to go have ice, cream and sit on a pebbles beach catching up <3

Monday, 18 April 2011

Today will be a good day

Got a gift of my boyfriend, he bought and sent me the cd I wanted. what a babe :)
The weather seems okay so Im gonna go see my nan and mother, but I got so much work I really need to do as well, Im very exited about the summer, it always fills me with so much inspiration, not as much as when I was younger but lets hope this summer brings new adventure and exitment!

Thursday, 14 April 2011


Don't you just love old fashioned letters?
Today I sent one to my boyfriend, sending him lecture notes he needed and as I'm home and he's still in uni it was the only way. I just loved it, i wish everyone still communicated by letter. I love getting them <3